Hello Danny!

Hello Danny, I apologize for the late reply... Thank you for the wonderful letter. I'm glad you replied. I was very happy about it. I want to get to know you better.... Are you okay with our communication? I trust you very much. That's why I want to tell you everything about myself. I was talking about my job... I work as a Police. Nobody should know the truth about me! I'll be fired from my job immediately! I'm afraid of criminal prosecution... Homosexuality is prohibited in my country! That's why I'm very careful... Are you okay with getting to know me better? The distance between us is great... But that shouldn't be a problem! Nothing should interfere with our communication. We are in different countries now. I think that it's not a problem to communicate via email. What do you think about it? I spend most of my day at work... I work with children. And you understand that I have to hide my orientation... It's very difficult to have a serious relationship in my country. Especially with my job! My city is very small... The government is categorically against it! In my country there are many laws against homosexuality. Sexual minorities do not have freedom of expression and opinion. It is terrible! There are no special laws for gays in my country. They are ridiculed and persecuted by society and the media. I even fear for my life... It is very bad! I have to hide everything carefully! That is why I decided to look for communication on the Internet. My dream is to find a close man! I want ordinary human happiness. I think that in your country everything is much simpler. I am interested in visiting this country and getting to know you. I wanted to meet you during my vacation! I am planning to take a vacation next month. Perhaps I will be able to come to your city. And we could meet for a cup of coffee. I want to know as much as possible about you. I am very interested in you! I think we will be able to get to know each other better in a few weeks... And today I would like to wish you a good day. I send you my warmest wishes. I am looking forward to your answer, with best wishes from Jim.

Hello dear Danny, Thank you for your message, which I just received. I'm always happy to see you! Can you send some new pictures? I want to see you... I enjoy communicating with you. I confide in you. That's why I want to tell everyone about my life! I've been keeping things carefully hidden. You probably know that the political situation in my country is very complicated... I have to be careful! I have to hide everything from everyone because of my work. Big problems could arise if my truth were to come out. I've been very careful! But now I see that I can confide in you. That's why I've opened up to you completely! I studied English in school and I can speak it fluently. I think we can get along without any problems! I'm very happy that we're being connected. I want to learn more and more about you! To find each other in this vast world. And I'm happy about it! I live with my parents; I have neither brothers nor sisters. I'm the only child in the family! My mother doesn't know anything about my orientation. I don't think she even suspects it... I told you about working in the police force. I get along well with the other workers. But she doesn't even suspect that I'm gay. I have to carefully hide my orientation. I often hear the bad jokes and threats about gay people. My colleagues mock them. Our supervisor said that the appearance of sexual minorities in the city shouldn't be allowed! They sometimes joke about me being gay. But I always brush it off with a joke! It seems to me that they'll tear me to shreds if they find out about me. Nobody knows about me. I can't open up because I have huge problems... Everyone turning away from me! I could lose my job, my friends, and my parents. I don't want to be a pariah of society!!! I feel very lonely. I don't have anyone close to me! I can't share my secrets or talk about the feelings inside me; it's suffocating. I wanted to feel supported. I'm in such a difficult situation... I started searching online. I decided to find someone close to me from another country. I want to find a man older than me. I think older men are much more experienced. It's my weakness! Spending all day at work. I'm completely drained, my nerves are frayed... I'm exhausted! I'm afraid my truth will be revealed... I want to take a vacation and be with you. I want to spend some weeks of my vacation with you. I want to learn as much as possible about you. I think we should get to know each other better. I wanted to meet up with you and spend some weeks of my vacation with you. What do you think? I wanted to hear your opinion. I wish you a wonderful week and look forward to your reply. Next time, I'll include some pictures. Best, Alex

Dear Danny, You've delighted me with your words again, thank you for that. Now I'd like to write in more detail. I apologize for not responding right away. I've had a lot of problems at work. I have little free time now. I'm very tired! But my work distracts me from everyday life and loneliness... It's a pity my internet is slow. I can't use Skype, unfortunately... Connections are expensive in Kazakhstan. I can't call you. Unfortunately, I don't have a phone... I like my job. I live in a very small town. The job selection is very limited... Everyone in the town knows each other. I don't want anyone to know the truth about me! I told you that the team is mostly men. I see a lot of handsome men... Especially when they change in the locker room. I become aroused and impotent! I hide everything carefully... I'm very lonely. I have nowhere to release my sexual energy. I have to sublimate. I do gymnastics in the mornings. But it's very difficult for me. I'm carefully hiding my status. I hear a lot of jokes about homosexuals from my colleagues. I don't want my colleagues to know anything about me. You probably understand what will happen to me otherwise... I'm interested in talking to you. I hope we can continue our communication! Perhaps we can meet in the future. I don't know if I'll be able to get time off... What do you think about our meeting? Can I visit you during my vacation? Do you have any questions about me? If you have any new photos, please send me some more. I like looking at you! That's enough for today! I hope you reply soon. I look forward to your letters... Yours, Jim