Hello Danny.

Danny, Tonight was my first night working as a cleaner at the airport. I am so tired that it feels like my whole body is asking me to stop, but somehow I am also happy. At least I finally found a job. It may not be the job I dreamed about, but it gives me a little money for food, and right now that means everything to me. I have been sleeping here at the airport for a week already. Sometimes I feel like I am trapped inside a nightmare. But then I think about you. I close my eyes and imagine the day when all of this will finally be over. The day when I can leave this airport behind. My love, we only have one week left to find the money for my ticket. I am trying so hard to stay strong, but I have to be honest with you — without your help, I don't know how I can make it to you. Please don't abandon me here alone. I am begging you. If you can help me with the money for my ticket, please help me. I don't want to stay here. I want to come to you more than anything. Tonight, even though I was exhausted, I allowed myself a few minutes to dream. When the restroom was empty, I took a few intimate pictures for you. I know they are a little daring, but I wanted you to have something that came from my heart. Please don't think I did it because I am obsessed with sex. I did it because I was thinking about you. I was imagining what it will feel like when I finally arrive and there is no longer an airport, a screen, or thousands of miles between us. I imagine your arms around me. Your kisses. Being close enough to finally feel that all this waiting was worth it. You know that I am still a virgin, and I want you to be my first man. I have kept that part of myself because I wanted my first time to mean something. I want it to be with the man I love, the man I have been waiting for, the man I trust. Maybe that is why I let myself dream about our first night together. It isn't because I am desperate or obsessed with sex. It is because I love you, I miss you, and I dream about finally being close to you in every possible way. I am so tired, my love. But I don't want to give up. Please don't give up on me either. We have only one week. Please help me get out of this place and come to you. I dream of the moment when I finally see you waiting for me. I want to run into your arms and forget every lonely night I spent sleeping in this airport. Please, my love. Don't leave me here alone. Nazgul.