Danny, forgive me...

Danny, Please forgive me for not writing to you sooner. I know you are probably very worried and don’t understand what is happening to me. I can hardly believe everything that has happened myself. I’m still in a bit of shock and trying to collect my thoughts. Only now have I managed to get to an Internet café so that I could finally write to you and tell you everything. On my way to the airport in Bishkek, I was involved in an accident. Thank God, I’m more or less okay. I only have a few bruises, although several people were taken to the hospital after the accident. I was very lucky... Maybe fate really decided to give me another chance to make it to you. But because of the accident, everything went terribly wrong. The police took an enormous amount of time to process the accident. I had no idea that dealing with an accident could take so long and be such a tedious process. All I could think about was getting to the airport on time. I was nervous, constantly looking at the clock, and literally going crazy with fear that I would miss my flight. And then the bus company provided a replacement bus very late as well. In the end, I arrived at the airport at the very last moment. I managed to check in, checked in my luggage, and thought that the worst was finally behind me. But while I was going through passport control and customs, my plane took off... You have no idea how painful it was to realize that. I just stood there and couldn’t believe that everything had happened this way. I tried so hard… I wanted so badly to fly to you. I was only a few steps away from beginning our journey toward each other, and suddenly everything fell apart. And now I don’t even know exactly where my luggage is. It probably flew away without me. I’m trying to sort that out too. I’m waiting for representatives of the airline to help me resolve this situation. Today is Sunday, and there are hardly any people here, so everything is happening even more slowly. I will provide the official accident report that I was given after the crash. It is very important for me to have this document because without it they may refuse to put me on another flight or refund my ticket. That is why I had to wait so long for the accident report to be completed — I never realized how important this document would be. I really hope I can get everything sorted out today. I will do everything I can. I’m not going to give up. My love, please don’t worry about me. I’m strong. Yes, I’m scared right now, upset, and completely overwhelmed. I could burst into tears at any moment because it’s all just too much for one day... But I will get through this. The most important thing is that I wasn’t seriously hurt. I’m alive. And I’m still going to come to you. I want so badly to be with you. After everything that happened today, that desire has become even stronger. I feel like I’m ready to go through any difficulties if, at the end of this journey, I can see you and finally hold you in my arms. So please, don’t think about anything bad. Don’t imagine me alone and frightened. I’m here, I’m fighting, and I’m doing everything I can to solve this problem and fly to you as soon as possible. I promise I’ll write to you later as soon as I have any news. Please wait for my message. And forgive me for making you wait and worry for so long. I love you. And right now, more than ever, I just want to be beside you. Yours Nazgul.