Danny,
Well, I can see that I have no good news from you.
It hurts me so much to realize this.
It hurts to think that all my attempts, all my requests,
and all my hopes may have been in vain.
Perhaps this will be my last letter to you.
Saturday is the final day when I have to pay the remaining amount.
We only have two days left, and until the very last moment
I was hoping that you would be able to help me.
I tried so desperately to convince you because, to me,
this is not just some payment.
It determines whether I will be able to come to you at all.
If I cannot pay the remaining amount on time,
I will be put on a blacklist,
and then I will never be able to come to you.
It scares me even to think about it.
I had so many hopes connected to our meeting,
and I imagined so many things in my mind...
I don't know what else I can say to make you understand
how difficult this is for me right now.
I don't want to bother you with my requests and letters anymore.
I don't want to keep asking you for something and feel like
I am someone who only ever wants something from you.
So perhaps, after this letter, I won't write anymore.
It hurts so much to realize this. I am crying right now,
and I don't know how to cope with these feelings.
I feel terrible thinking that the distance between us
might turn out to be stronger than everything I believed in.
I'm not angry with you. I think I'm just deeply sad.
Sad because, at the most difficult moment,
I hoped for you and waited for your help, but I never received it.
We still have these two days. I don't know what will happen next,
so I just wanted to tell you everything honestly while I still can.
Take care of yourself.
Nazgul.
Hey Nazgul,
Thank you for sharing that — it really touched me. I’ve been thinking about your letter all afternoon, and I don’t know how to explain how much I feel for what you’re going through. I’ve been sitting here at the kitchen table, sipping my coffee, watching the sun dip behind the oil rigs on the bayou, and I just kept thinking about how real and human this all feels. That’s not something you can fake — it’s raw, and that’s what makes it matter.
I’m sorry I haven’t responded sooner. Truth is, I’ve been buried in a few cases lately — a contract dispute with a drilling company in the Permian, and a land-use issue with the city council. It’s been a long week, and I’ve been trying to keep everything straight. But your words? They didn’t feel like a request. They felt like a moment of truth. And that’s rare.
So — just to make sure I understand: Are you saying the payment is due Saturday, and that the remaining balance is in a specific currency? Also, is there a particular method you’d prefer for transfer — bank wire, or something else? And do you have a contact number or email where I can confirm details directly? I’d hate for any of this to slip through because of a small misunderstanding.
I’m really listening. And I’m truly sorry I couldn’t be more helpful sooner. I hope we can find a way to move forward together.
Take care,
Danny
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Best regards,
Danny Smith
+17163259415
