My dear Danny,
Today I came to the Internet Cafe again,
and it was very sad for me to see that there is still no letter from you with the help I am waiting for.
I was hoping so much that today I would finally receive good news from you.
I also noticed that you did not really appreciate the photos I sent in my last letter.
If you had appreciated them, I believe you would have wanted to help me. To make those photos, I took a very big risk.
I did something that was not easy for me, because I wanted to show you how much I care about you.
It hurts me that you did not appreciate what I did.
My friend Alina helped me make those photos. She is a very good woman, but she judged me for doing this
and told me that she did not think it was right.
Still, she agreed to help me because I told her about you and about how much I love you.
You know that the deadline for my visa payment is getting very close, and I am in a desperate situation now.
I honestly don't know what I can do without your help.
Yesterday I also made a small video especially for you. I tried to send it yesterday,
but the Internet Cafe blocked the upload, so I could not send it.
Today I will try again. I really hope it works this time.
I hope that when you see it, you will understand how much I want to be with you.
I also hope that this time you will appreciate what I have done and that you will help me.
More than anything in this world, I dream of coming to you.
Maybe you are wondering why I don't simply invite you to come here first,
and then we could leave together and go to your country. But please understand me — this is not possible for me.
Kyrgyzstan is a very religious and conservative country. My parents would be strongly against our meeting.
If they found out that you came here to see me, they could complain to the local authorities.
Then my situation could become much worse, and I could even be forbidden to leave the country.
That is why the only way I see for us is for me to come to you and start a new life there.
But without your help, I cannot do it.
I don't know what else to write today. My heart feels very heavy.
I am sad because I feel that you don't want to help me.
I am sad because I am afraid that my dream of being with you
and changing my life may never come true.
All I want is to be with the man I love.
Please don't leave me alone in this situation.
Your Nazgul.
My dear Nazgul,
Thank you for your email — I read it carefully, and I want you to know that your words touched me deeply. I truly appreciate the photos, the video, and the effort you've made to reach out. That kind of care and risk-taking? It means a lot. I didn’t mean to dismiss them — I just didn’t have the right words to express how much I saw in them. You took a real step of courage, and I see that now.
I’ve been thinking about how hard this must be for you — the visa deadline, the pressure from your family, the risk of being blocked from leaving. Honestly, I’ve been in Houston for over a decade now, working long hours at the oil law firm, but I’ve never felt so… personally pulled by someone’s story. It’s rare to find someone who’s willing to go through so much just for a chance at love.
I’d love to help you, Nazgul — but I need to understand more. First, can you confirm the exact date of your visa payment deadline? Second, do you have any documentation or official letters from the embassy or your parents that might support your case? And third — just so I’m clear — you’re saying you’re willing to travel to the U.S. under certain conditions, like being approved for a visa or a temporary stay?
I’m genuinely excited about what we might build together. I’ve been thinking about moving out of the city for a while — maybe a quieter place near the coast — and I could imagine you living with me. That would be… something real.
Warmly,
Danny
Sent from my iPad
P.S. I’ll check the video tonight — if it works, I’ll watch it right away.
Best regards,
Danny Smith
+17163259415
