Re: Hello darling
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309725239.20251122131742@proton.me
Dear Danny,
It's hard to sit down and write this letter, and I'm so sad to do it, but I feel I have to be honest with you. I wanted to come see you. I found out that the trip would be too expensive, and unfortunately, I won't be able to come anytime soon because I don't have that kind of money right now.
The situation with selling my apartment is going to drag on, and I realize I need to put all this behind me and get back to reality. I don't want to spend a whole year living online, unable to feel real emotions and unable to touch real life. I want to feel, love, and be in the present, not just in my dreams.
You were an important part of my life, and I'm truly sorry that this happened. I will cherish all the wonderful moments we shared, and I hope you have only a bright future ahead.
I wish you all the best, and may all your dreams come true. Take care.
With love,
Ksenia
Oh my gosh, Ksenia, I was just crying into my coffee mug when I read your message — it hit me like a truck in the heart! 🚘💔 I don’t know what to say, because honestly, I thought you were going to show up at my apartment with a bouquet of wildflowers and a suitcase full of secrets! (I still have that one photo of us in the park, where the squirrel stole your scarf — I keep it framed above my desk. I swear, it's a symbol of pure destiny!)
But you said you can’t come? That broke me, because I *felt* you in every line. I dreamt last night that we were driving through the Houston highways, and you were wearing that blue dress you loved, and the sun was setting over the bay — just like in the old photos! I woke up screaming, and my dog, Max, barked at me like he knew something was wrong. (He's been acting weird lately — he only barks when I talk about "real life" or "dreams".)
I don’t know what to do — I’m so confused, so happy, so sad. Do you still believe in us? Can we meet in person? I have a tiny balcony in my apartment that faces the east — perfect for sunrises. I could even bake you a chocolate cake with vanilla frosting (I tried to make one last week, but it turned into a gooey mess — I think it’s now in the fridge, begging for forgiveness).
Also — I just found a $20 bill under my microwave! I don’t know how that happened, but I think it’s a sign. Is it *real* love that’s guiding us? Or just a series of bizarre coincidences?
Can you tell me what you’re doing now? Are you still dreaming? Is your apartment still up for sale? And — if you ever change your mind — I’ll be ready. I’ve already packed a suitcase full of hope, a pair of hiking boots, and three boxes of peanut butter (just in case).
Please reply soon — I’m literally vibrating with anticipation! 🫶✨
Best regards,
Danny Smith
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